My outland

i wanna sleep….

Tomorrow we gonna to maternal grandma’s house again.Cuz my maternal grandpa has gone.Gone with the arguement of his sons and daughters.They were fighting with how much money should be spent in the funeral,who gonna pay the money,when should bury my grandpa so that my mom could come back to her business.

Though it’s going to be spring.My heart is in autumn.What I could do is as a company of my mom,and take care of her when she needs me.

all shots are from my maternal grandmother’s village,on the mountain.

I just stay for less than 3 hours.So There is too little time for me a freshman to get some good photos.Next time it would be better.

day after day.My vacation is nearly to the end.What i have done?What’s in my mind when someone ask me ‘How about your job hunting?’i just grab a position which I wouldn’t go to apply it,so it is equal to nothing.

Gotta find a better one,in Hangzhou.Cuz I love this city.

There’re many things waiting for me.

What’s my feeling now?Anxious?Scary?Confident?Hopeful?

Honestly,I’ve got a bit down.

Cuz the way seems not very clear to me now.Anyway,all roads to Rome.There must be a door waiting for me to open.I’m sure.

Money is just simply a symbol of what’s going wrong in your life.

This game is so fasinating~

The single content is boring,just special army,special task.BTW,the detail is excellent.u could see a real face of every mate and enemy.

I wanna say sth about the mutiplay content.It’s so massive,total chaos.50 more people are online playing,killed,came to life again and killed again.The deathmatch is funny because if u died,u could be alive after a few seconds, go on killing enemies.it’s not like CS or some sort of those funny game.it’s more complicated,both the content and the graphics.Cuz in real condition u couldn’t find enemies quickly,u must through radar,or the sound,and the direction of bullet to judge where the enemies could be.What’s more,the guns in this game are both acquiring quality and quantities.No less than other games.But the sounds of gun is not real enough,it sucks.

hoping that every folk could enjoy this game,if u has a high performance computer.

waiting for the spring festival~

I have to face the reality.

 For just half hour interview,I need to come back from the relaxing home to the busy preparing exam school.I couldn’t feel any superiority.And the final of HSBC is pending,won’t accept or reject quickly.

With a bad mood,I’ve chat online with some of my friends.Suddenly I found that I turned to my ex-gf,not the sex-companion.If I could be a bit more mature,if my mom didn’t know her,if she was born 2 years later,I may not lose her.Sometimes she is the best listener,though we are not couple any more.And she now owns more wisdom,cuz she said the same words someone had said before,”don’t u feel too waste of working in a bank like this?”

Out of the main idea.These days the stocks really hurt mom and me.Because of the decline of all the stocks we’ve got, these two days,mom lost 70,000.And it just seems that the 1997’s tragedy has shown up again.Fortunately,we still earn 10,000.But I could feel the depression when 80,000 turns to 10,000.

Back to the interview.I wrote a mail to their CFO,who interviewed me in the final.This may be the last hope of a quick decision.I can’t wait till May or June,that’s really too late.Somehow I feel that this,i mean pending,is one kind of disregard.

Think of myself.A telecom guy,with a high grade when entering college.but after four years,I gonna hunt those jobs of the company which is full of other worse college students.And do totally different work to my major.Sometimes I feel that my college life is totally wasted.

OK,show me a quick decision now,HSBC.Let me die or survive.I won’t care.What in my heart is,I gonna be the star wherever I am.